judgement styx what a waste of time 120610 ... styx social_suicide 120629 ... unhinged was i the guilty party for imagining his hands and lips all over me to get myself to come or was he the guilty party for telling me that he tried more than once to have sex with his wife by surprising her with full nudity? was i the guilty party for flirting with my words or was he the guilty party for flirting with his body? was i roped in, deceived that feelings sprouted in my dark spots that melted back into life by the warmth of his eyes? was he having an emotional affair when he smiled at me? i'm sure i've spent more years in the prison of solitude if years served is any indication of guilt 220108 what's it to you? who go blather from