john's_big_deck bijou the city's downtown buildings are stretching for the sky tonight, all lights and windows peering over us at this expired parking meter. i put quarters in, even though no one gets ticketed this late. john's big deck is a bar that sits on top of a downtown business building. it's only four or five stories high, but leaning over the edge of the railing makes you so tall, up and important with the skyscrapers and high-rises, closer to god or heaven. in charge of your own gravity, in charge of your own vertigo. music and laughter echoing off the mirrored windows. 020721 what's it to you? who go blather from