hers_not_hers leif I want to be hers and not hers. I'll never be hers. And that probably means I'll also not have the capacity to fully be hers. She doesn't know the way my mind is lured to her. The way my heart races and my breath catches when I see her face. And she doesn't know how well her heart knows mine--how with each word she brings me closer. Neither of them have me. I'm so fucked. 150525 ... lux i ran into her today and all i could think of was her. 150722 what's it to you? who go blather from