flourishing
ovenbird And this is how it begins,
her body becoming
something new.

A bud
burgeoning
beneath her skin.

I say, this is the first sign
but there will be others,
and she hugs herself and says,
quietly,
no…my sweet body…”
and it makes me want to cry,
the way she loves herself,
the way she hasn’t
yet learned
to despise the softness
that carries her,
the way she wants to hold on
to the shape
of her childhood.

And I,
on the other end,
moving in reverse,
my body beginning
to wind down
the systems
that make life
possible,
both of us staring
at each other in surprise
and awe
and grief

both of us unsure
who we will be
on the other side.
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