february_stars
tender_square
i
told
him
i'd
tend
to
the
embers
,
separate
the
listless
stacks pulsing
red
.
he
crested
the
hill
and
entered
the
house
that
now
belongs solely
to
him
.
i
chipped
away
at
char
with
the
sharp
point
of
a
poker.
a
smoke
plume
surprised
me
in
the
dark
;
i
knew
its
presence
in
the
deepest
confines
of
my
chest
and
coughed
the
way
i
used
to
before
sobriety
took
the
tickle
.
i
awkwardly reclined
on
a
sloped
plastic
stool,
eyes
drawn
upward. everyone's
been
talking
about
airborne
balloons
but
all
i
see
are
stars
, pinpricks
of
light
i
want
to
pierce
my
muffled
skin
;
make
me
a
sieve
where
this
sadness
can
spill
its
temporary
scars
.
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what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from