every_quiet_deliberation
this should be rillian
words
that
i
vomit
upon
you
seem
to
have
traveled
from
far
away
where
contemplation
has
no
voice
.
i
don't
ever
want
to
even
whisper
because
i
have
forgotten
language
.
i
can
no
longer
put
my
thoughts
into
definition
when
i
look
at
you
.
words
are
symbols
, scratches
of
ink
,
something
the
fingers
made
when
they
were
bored
.
on
paper
.
it
makes
no
sense
.
your
eyes
burn
my
skin
.
the
smell
of
rotting
flesh
follows
your
moments
.
but
when
i
look
in
the
mirror
all
i
see
is
you
.
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what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from