dont_hate_me
Bespeckled It's been a very long time,
a whole lifetime ago it feels like now.
All I want you to know
is that
I loved you, truly.
But I was stupid,
immature,
young,
not ready,
and above all, selfish.

I was flawed. I had poor judgment. I was inconsiderate.

Just know that whatever lessons you wished upon me,
whatever tramping you hoped I would endure,
whatever break down of my spirit,
and swallowing of my own medicine
you wished for me,

I've tasted it.

It's just me.

And I'm sorry.
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