chiaroscuro
Cicero
With
the
burning
fire
within
,
I
descend
.
040425
...
lotuseater
i
was
convinced
my
insane
art
teacher
made
this
word
up
040425
...
belly fire
We
all
thought
so
.
Humphries
was
cray-zee
so
it
wouldn't
have
surprised
me
if
she
had
made
it
up
.
040425
...
shilohlives
I'm
compleatly
over
this
stupid
thing
..My reacher
is
insaine
and
has
over
analyzed
it
...It
is
Very
dead
.
040426
...
oldephebe
how
can
you
say
that
?
040426
...
shilohlives
I
love
it
,
but
When
I
start
to
enjoy
it's
effects
,
my
teacher
decides
to
analyze
it
...and
that
makes
it
hard
to
like
.
040427
...
cocoon
bdsm
040526
...
oldephebe
Oh
.
I
guess
I
get
it
shilo.
040605
...
ovenbird
I
used
to
think
that
life
had
dimmed
my
light
,
but
I
see
now
that
its
worst
offence
was
stealing
my
dark
.
The
orbits
of
my
eyes
hurt
from
all
this
squinting.
Tell
me
that
you
feel
the
same
.
On
the
basketball
court
when
a
body
was
about
to
touch
mine
for
the
first
time
,
the
moment
was
stolen
by
the
cruel
intervention
of
a
flashlight
beam
to
the
face
.
Do
you
know
what
I
mean
?
At
Christian
summer
camp
we
sang
“
This
Little
Light
of
Mine
”
and
I
never
wanted
to
snuff
out
anything
as
badly
as
I
wanted
to
extinguish
that
flame
.
I
read
Black
Beauty
at
the
age
of
eight
.
I
dreamed
of
taking
that
horse
and
giving
it
a
home
.
I
wanted
the
night
to
run
wild
in
all
my
unmowed pastures.
I
didn’t
want
to
be
a
princess
.
I
wanted
to
be
a
sorceress. Niniane.
Guardian
of
Excalibur. Unbridled
and
tragic
. Wed
to
the
water
.
Mythic
.
As
a
teenager
I
gave
myself
names
that
meant
darkness
and
fire
and
waited
for
someone
to
love
the
way
the
stars
showed
up
against
my
heart
’s
abyss
.
But
the
stage
lights
were
too
bright
.
My
makeup
melted
into
a
puddle
that
slid
down
my
face
.
No
shadows
remained
to
reveal
whatever
strange
shape
I
was
growing
into
.
I
always
choose
the
midnight
of
a
sapphire
over
the
noon
of
a
diamond.
Do
you
understand
?
I
have
a
feeling
that
you
do
.
260715
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from
