biggies amy adaptivity they are there for a sense of bigness, but, unfortunately, God or the gods have made them real to me, as well. i guess it can't help but improve ye olde self worth. alas though shuddering fears of giant worlds bounding above or ahead of my own, and dreams of splits into private and public personality. oh those were long, involved, sustained dreams. and they might be over, those dreams. (what will be will be.) 121217 what's it to you? who go blather from