ammonia daxle the smell is my god 020820 ... ( ... ) (paraphrased badly from memory) ".. i don't want to die in a hospital .. please let me die in a bar with a knife in my spleen, my skull broken by a bottle, a bullet in my spine .. or with my head shoved in a urinal so that the last thing i know is the sharp ammonia smell of piss .." - burroughs, ("lee's journal", i think, or something short like it) 020821 what's it to you? who go blather from