floating
mon uow i have a memory
of floating


not my
flying over fields memorydreamthought

but a definite memory of floating


a room, a bed, stairs,
a figure, then something

then floating

i've always had it, this memory

but now
i seem to be remembering
more clearly though not clearly


i think i might've
been being hurt

i think it was
before my brother's birth

i think it was 1982

my thoughts scare me

i don't want to think about it

i can't stop thinking, feeling hurt
050321
...
i missmon 130201
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from