this_is_not_about_you raze you_can_pray_in_any_language. the_spark_at_the_start — was_that_only_yesterday? i_guess_i'm_floating between_a_whisper_and_a_scream, trying_to_be_okay. i_was_hoping the_holy_moment_of_now could_have_been the_bridge_to_somewhere better_than_this. it's_strange when_i_wake_up almost_afraid of_life, and_sleep, and_bad_mistakes. time_changes_me, and all_i_can_think_about is_this: we_are_no_longer what_we_used_to_almost_have. 240218 what's it to you? who go blather from