guarded eatingstars there are very few times when i am not guarded i'm not sure what i'm afraid of or why but i know that when i am running, or exercising really, i am ridiculously silly and fairly happy but now i don't have my running buddy so i just laugh by myself. being unguarded when i'm the only one around is not nearly as fun. 090118 ... unhinged to a fault but_then i always seem to let the walls down for the wrong people 090119 what's it to you? who go blather from