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daxle I wish I was clever. I wish I understood what went on around me. I wish I could come up with quick retorts which demonstrated my intelligence (maybe there's too little?). But I am slow. And quite unclever. 010809
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arinna so i live in my new home with all the clever clever people and this is the best time of my life or i'll think so when i'm 40 and the kids getting trashed in the dorm next door are living this life right, aren't they?

i know i couldn't stay at home any more and i didn't want to because claustraphobia was becoming fatal and, quite plainly, i didn't like that town and won't for quite some time, and i know i like it here and this is where i should be but i can't help missing the waves under flickering lights.
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