to_be_able_to_feel
distorted tendencies
To
be
able
to
feel
my
emotions
fully
and
understand
them
is
overkill.
I
need
my
protective
distance
and
ice
.
020827
...
distorted tendencies
I
just
happened
to
read
Alex's
words
to
Elyse
and
there
went
all
my
"
I
have
no
feelings
, HHAHAHA
feel
my
wrath
on
this
world
." attitude.
And
I
started
feeling
to
true
impact
of
loving
someone
that
is
close
to
you
.
I
guess
I
am
going
to
have
to
try
and
not
push
matt
away
so
much
..
Bleh,
i'm
sure
it'll
come
back
!
020827
...
josie
..
your
grief
in
the
form
of
physical
pain
,
it
leaves
you
cold
,
empty
and
small
to
say
the
least
.
020827
...
distorted tendencies
Cold
Empty
Small
.
In
fact
..
The
truth
is
...
Undaunted.
I
am
happy
.
In
a
warm
Place
.
Full
.
Comfortable
Space
, lots
of
Room
.
Room
for
growing
.
Never
ending
.
020922
...
distorted tendencies
I'll
never
be
able
to
feel
.
Like
I
once
did
.
I
finally
pushed
him
Away
.
And
yet
keeping
close
.
I
am
feeling
calm
.
A
constant
amount
of
Calm
.
020922
...
lotuseater
come
back
to
us
and
write
,
tamara
040217
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from
