puritanical tender_square my therapist suspects i'm an enneagram one, the perfectionist, even though i know i lead with my heart and not with my gut. still, the way he spoke of that type's puritanism and bouts of self-righteousness landed. in my session, i had described being upset that i wasn't contributing to society through working, even though i conceded that i was keeping busy, as in that i could accept being off from a job because at least i was productive with my time. but where is the pleasure in my days? why am i working myself to extremes on home improvement? yesterday, someone forwarded me a corporate job as an executive assistant and the role called for travel and working outside of regular hours. and i can't believe i was nearly considering it, even though those two factors are huge red flags to me. the industriousness i have within is always vying to win. 230228 what's it to you? who go blather from