neologisms tender_square i’ve gotten into the habit of lying in bed for forty minutes when i should be getting up, she said. i just keep hitting snooze on my alarm with my eyes closed. i’m not sleeping, though; i’m thinking. it’s like a lazy form of meditation because i’m reflecting on my life and where i want to go, so i’ve dubbed it “beditation.” we laughed and jokingly encouraged her to trademark that shit so she could make a million t-shirts that girls would wear ironically to brunch. but in all seriousness, i practice to this method, only i didn’t really realize it until she’d said it aloud. when my internal clock wakes me too early, i stay in bed under the warm weight of sheets thinking about him and us and imagining where i want to be. 211121 what's it to you? who go blather from