hesitant
raze
in
the
time
i
spent
tonight
trying
and
failing
to
settle
on
what
book
i
wanted
to
read
next
,
i
probably
could
have
put
a
decent dent
in
"
infinite_jest
"
or
some
other
big
fat
wrist
-wrecker.
i
don't
know
why
i
fall
into
these
finite
funks
that
find
me
paralyzed
by
possibility
when
what
i
should
do
is
close
my
eyes
,
throw
a
dart
at
the
map
,
and
swim
to
whatever
island
the
tip
of
that
small
spear touches
first
.
240627
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from