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endless desire i hate picturing this.
i shouldn't ever have to picture this.
it isn't fair that i ever have to picture this.
but i guess there isn't anything we can do about it now.
i should have made that rule #4.
your_lips_her_lips
do not touch.
"closure" she needed closure?
can't closure be found in so many other ways?
so many ways that don't leave me haunted with this image?
i am really getting sick of this girl
who i still respect
but who really needs to leave
"us"
alone.
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endless desire don't expect a kiss too soon
i've always hated the idea
of how many girls your lips have touched
but i always was comforted by the fact
that they seemed so long ago
that your lips were mine now.
it is not jealousy
or a childish punishment.
i just really don't like kissing the lips she has kissed also.
not now.

why is this bothering me the more i think about it?
im sorry.
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freud sounds like you need some closure. wanna kiss? 030610
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endless desire the issue must come to an end
. . .i guess in that way
i do need closure.
a kiss doesn't sound so bad ;)
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curious george what are rules 1, 2, & 3? 030610
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endless desire #1 don't go to your grandpa's office
#2 don't have sex
#3 don't do anything else

it was funny, understand because i was only joking. i knew he wasn't going to do all those things. he told me he kissed her. he told me he was sorry. he told me he loved me. he told me he wanted to be with me forever. but he kept saying "it had to be done." god don't make that excuse it didn't have to be done.

but maybe i should just drop it. the more i talk about it, the angrier i get.
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sienna More profound than your_lips_her_lips is your_heart_her_heart.

A good question, and if you don't know the answer, you're looking at the ground instead of the sky.
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brain stew what an asswipe, 'it had to be done'..yeah right, i'd like to see how HE'deve reacted if you'd done that and come up with such a lameass excuse.... 031107
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endless desire w_e_n_e_v_e_r_l_o_s_e_c_o_n_t_r_o_l 031108
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fuck w_e__n_e_v_e_r__l_o_s_t__c_on_t_r_o_l 031108
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sylphide i've found myself unintentionally comparing each guy's lips, their kissability, their tenderness and wondering, are my lips like hers? do your lips and her lips kiss like ours do?

does your winter melt and your autumn fall? does your hunger crave for that little more?
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Novice I cant think of this it makes me cry, and besides that it makes me cry. If it was me and you, I could kiss your lips forever...that is if you don't eat checkers first 040419
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