you're_unparalleled
i guess im just a toy i've never come across anyone quite like you.

i really haven't.

and it's not fair, because i think i have the key to that underground door of your soul that some shithead jammed shut a long time ago. 		020728
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burden you need a motor vehicle. 020728
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les miserables every word that he says is a dagger in me

in my life
there's been no one like him anywhere,
anywhere,
where he is

if he asked, i'd be his. 		020728
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tori amos hey_jupiter

i go from day to day
i know where the cupboards are
i know where the car is parked
i know he isn't you 		020728
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and i want you the_more_i_give_to_you the more i die 020728
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but i_guess_i'm_just_a_toy 020728
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i can take you higher sometimes it's like someone took a knife, baby, edgy and dull and cut a 6 inch valley through the middle of my skull
at night i wake up with the sheets soaking wet and a freight train running through the middle of my head
only_you_can_cool_my_desire 		020729
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so please let_me_have_it 020729
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squint you are *un*
in every sense
of that *non* word
and
the
fragments
of what i catch
of your...~drift~
are
constricting
about my heart
leaving a trail of
semisweet splinters
uncertain
and they linger maybe
pushed by the tendrils
of
our
lust
and
I
stutter at all the wrong times
i choke
in unconvincing tones
trying to be
so adorable,
and
I
am at a loss
to your gain
in this
unmistakable game
and i
don't quite care
that I'm losing. 		020729
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cheer-up-emo-kid stay who you are 020806
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j anything mortal. 030422
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nomme only_one_life_to_live 030731
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ninny we'd make such good friends. boo. 070111
what's it to you?
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