you_exploded_into_my_heart
sillyhead and into my mind
and into my body

into my life, for_fuck's_sake

you're just one big explosion, aren't ya. and godfuckingdamnit, i love you for it, babe.

let's go on a date. oh wait, not possible. oops ~



"the dice was loaded from the start,
and i bet, and you exploded into my heart...." --dire_straits
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distorted tendencies I felt something I haven't felt in ages. I felt passion. You're my muse, and I'll dote on you.. Because you're the one that unlocked a great fieryness. 020310
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pushpins hah...i call people "sillyhead" all the time. or just silly in general. isn't that silly?

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I saw the specks in your green eyes
that were invincible
with this aged look
that was so wrong for a 14 year old boy.
They reminded me of that poem
"blossomed the lovely stars, the forget-me-nots of the angels"...
and you exploded into my heart.
never so clumsy with my seduction
I drew you close enough
to feel my heart,
which suddenly beated just for you.
and so we began,
everything I ever lived for.
you left for a while
and rediscovered yourself...
apparently you weren't who I thought,
and your new sense of self
was better than me
so when you exploded into my heart,
you burned thousands of tiny holes
in the shape of regret.
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unhinged and you are still here five months later



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