you_don't_see_me
pushpins you_can't_see_me
I am the one
who turns out the lights
every night
And I stumble to my bed
gathering bruises on my shins
from invisible obstacles
that seem to collect around
my feet
an orgy of pain
in my aura
and then i lift my feet
and slip them under the sheets
where they cuddle together
and I am left
alone,
thoughts sore and solitary
upon my pillow.
and you don't see me
when the nights
bruise me
and dreams
don't mean much of anything at all
without your heart beat
warming to mine
you don't see me
when I close my eyes.
020803
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silentbob not the way i want you to. not the way that i see you. 020804
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sisters of mercy when_you_don't_see_me 020804
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a perfect circle but i threw you the obvious 020804
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Viola This is the place i sit
this is the part where i love you too much
this is as hard as it gets
cause I'm getting tired of pretending i'm tough
I'm here if you want me
I'm yours you can hold me
I'm empty and taken
and tumbling and breaking

cause you don't see me
and you don't need me
and you don't love me
the way I wish you would
the way I know you could

I dream of a world where you understand
that I dream a million sleepless nights
I dream of fire when you're touching my hand
but it twists into smoke when I turn on the lights
I'm speechless and faded
it's too complicated
is this how the book ends

cause you don't see me
and you don't need me
and you don't love me
the way I wish you would

this is the place in my heart
this is the place where i'm falling apart
isn't this just where we met?
is this the last chance that i'll ever get?
I wish I was lonely instead of just only
crystal and see through and not enough to you.

cause you don't see me
and you don't need me
and you don't love me
the way I wish you would

cause you don't see me
and you don't need me
and you don't love me
the way I wish you would
the way I know you could
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Rotten77 When I call you up, your line's engaged...I will lose my mind if you don't see me 030417
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here I doubt you even remember who I am.good stuff..... right....
I'm here... if you want to see me you know where to go...
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Josies little pussycat.... This is the place
where I sit
This is the part
where I love you too much
This is as hard as it gets
cause I'm getting tired
of pretending I'm tough

I'm here if you want me
I'm yours; you can hold me
I'm empty and aching
and tumblin' and breaking

cause you don't see me
and you don't need me
and you don't love me
the way I wish you would
the way I know you could.

I dream of a world
where you understand
that I dream a million
sleepless nights
I dream of fire
when you're touching my hand
but it twists into smoke
when I turn on the light.
I'm speechless and faded,
it's too complicated
Is this how the book ends?
Nothin' but good friends?

cause you don't see me
and you don't need me
and you don't love me
the way I wish you would.

This is the place in my heart
This is the place where I'm falling apart
Isn't this just where we met?
Is this the last chance
that I'll ever get?
I wish I was lonely,
instead of just only
crystal and see-through
and not enough to you.

cause you don't see me
and you don't need me
and you don't love me
the way I wish you would
the way I know you could
031215
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Aimee ummmm... didn't someone already say that? 031215
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misstree turning over a new... never mind *comes stomping up, gesturing wildy and apparently hollering, but no sound emerges... this continues for almost a full minute, before misstree puts her hands on her hips, harrumps definitively, and stomps off*
not gonna start... trying to be nice... not gonna start... *sigh*
(and neither one of them cited the source...)
031215
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pd what IS the source? 031215
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sylphide I wanted you to see me.
I wanted to be desired by you.
In bareing my skin, I bared my soul to you, only to feel selfish & ashamed that my soul is not the person I crave to be. pft.. for want of being a better person and having the sadness of bitter refusal thrown into my eyes' light.
You don't see me, and I suppose I have to realise that you never will.
031216
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the archies josie & the pussycats 031216
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pd knew thaaaat ahhhh... 031216
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Syrope well since it's been posted 2x and cited once, i guess i won't do either again 031217
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werewolf but you should. i am the background of your dreams. the insignifcant details that you are drowning in, cradled by. 031217
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pipedream did i say that pushpins' pome was marvellously wonderfully excellent and that pushpins is a genius? did i? hmm no, i think i didn't. w-o-w, missy. 031218
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whitechocolatewalrus you don't see me because you disappeared.
you can't see me because i don't exist.
031218
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stork daddy i always keep the life i should be living around me so that my not living it is even more unnerving. 031229
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shivers 3 libras
at all
040304
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pd i don't hold it against you
i can hardly see myself
040304
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ethereal SEE ME!!! SEE ME!!! SEE ME!!!!


Please....

just....
once.
040304
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ethereal you don't see me and i refuse to see you. 040304
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elisabeth42 Time after time
You refuse to even listen
I wouldn't mind
If I knew what I was missing
040527
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x because i closed my door
i closed my door to get naked
i got naked cause i was hot
i was hot b/c of DDR
so go away
040527
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3 libras ...at all 040528
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pete the river vaal, i dont see you 040529
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shivers autumns monologue 040715
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&spades Nope. Not at all. I give you my deepest attention to no avail. I am still just an ornate projection to you. 040716
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see what i mean? 040716
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once again and it's possible (however painful to contemplate) that maybe you never did. 040716
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love & hate You dont see me, you dont hear me, you dont love me, you have forgotten me. The person who you said you would never forget, never stop loving, never give up on, and now i am the one person you have given up on for everyone else. But why? Why dont you see me? Am i invisible or is it me that your scared of? Frightened of falling in love and being hurt, because that is something i will not do because my love for you is too strong to hurt you, only love you in your entirity for eternity. Because i love you but you dont see me... 040717
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