CheapVodka Feeling tired
of being fake
of being wasted
I love you
But you can't hear me
I'm speaking to you
but you're not here
I'm scared without you
yummychuckle without you everything seems fake.
the static of background noise
is peircing me.
I drift through the days
life is a monotonous sadness.
your name echos
over and over and over
and I don't feel like changing.
without you
why should I care about anything?
unhinged i can't help thinking what i did my last time around to be here without you. to be so desparately lonely. and the only thing anyone can say to me is 'some day you will have somebody.' and it all begins to sound like a cruel joke. he was the only one that was even close when he says 'you will find someone it just takes a lot of luck and timing' i never had either of those. you could be so far away and my heart aches without_you, whoever you are. 011110
birdmad inbetween_days 011111
Becky I can't even remember what it was like without you. Probably because it's not worth remembering... You make life so much easier. 011111
Aaron "take me.. if you want, take me.. if you want. without you, without you everything falls apart, without you, it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces" from "Nine Inch Nails(trent reznor) - perfect drug"

the man is talking about the alkihol/drug called Absinthe in this song... he considers it the perfect drug. ohh it's quite a strange form of drink.. most of the time it's clear or green.. the good stuff is bright florecent neon groon like.. maybe the color of the preditor's blood in that movie.. if you were to hold it up to a black light it would glow. it's some wicked shit.. but does not go good with valium and speed together...
bethany i'd just be a mere shell of taco 020302
yummychuckle bethany, you make me giggle 020302
distorted tendencies Even then I'm still chained to you.

If I was able to get rid of you physically, why not emotionally?

Why did you come back?
carlita when i'm without_you i feel lost. part of me is missing, and only you can fix that. i can hardly sleep without_you next_to_me and am sad when i awake and the other side of my bed is cold and empty. you fill that space often, and i fill the empty space on your bed, but the nights apart seem too frequent for my sanity. i'd love to wake to your face every day. someday. 030714
ferret days go by 030714
megan i am no more
you have become this part of me, sewn to my side. you keep me living, and no matter how cliche that sounds, i always know that it's true.
love & hate I've sure enjoyed the rain
But I'm looking forward to the sun
You have to feel the pain
When you loose the love you gave someone
I thought by now the time
Would take away these lonely tears
I hope you're doing fine all alone.
But where do I go from
Here 'cause

Without you I'm not okay
And without you
I've lost my way
My heart's stuck
In second place ooh
Without you

Well I never thought I'd be
Lying here without you by my side
It seems unreal to me that
The life you promised was a lie
You made it look so easy
Making love into memories
I guess you go what you wanted
But what about me 'cause

Without you I'm not okay
And without you I've lost my way
My heart's stuck in second place ooh
Without you

Somebody tell my head to try to tell my heart
That I'm better off without you
'Cause baby I can't live

Without you I'm not okay
And without you I've lost my way
My heart's stuck in second place ooh
Without you Without you
Deomis without you
the world might be a better place...
puredream It will all be easier without you. 040529
pete dances in the deepest blue 040529
palm . 050304
psa oh hell
just realized I much of my pain was self-inflicted
auto-hypnosis, call it what you want
as I sat here in phosporus hell
not feeling sad enough for her goobyes
and trying to bring myself to tears

If my heart does not ache
that makes me a cold bastard, right?
I can live with that
I can live without you
I can be happy without you
It's just that would rather not...

Well, babe, I do miss you
and that is worth a sigh or two
but I'd rather think of the luck I had
in sharing your life
and the fun stuff we did
and good sex night after night
than dwell on what I lost
because the new adventure only begins
after the door has closed down

I would take you back
in a moment,
without regrets or anger
but you are way too proud to call
and loves does not conquer all

yes - I know how you love me, baby
and you should know how I love you by now
but you told me goodbye
and the road ahead calls
and distant hills
and new sunsets and sunrises
and the space bewteen us
grows by the moment
and the point of now return is crossed
jane without you, today's emotions would be the scurf of yesterdays.. 050308
sirflaccid is a lot like losing your good arm. It won't kill a man, but life could be better. 050323
Freak it feels like im missing a piece of me 050327
god i'll be fine as long as i have me 051022
what's it to you?
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