why_i_write_at_blather
lost i write here because i can say the things that i feel. nobody can truely judge me because they dont really know me, and people know me by who i am not for who i show myself as. 010618
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dB Because if I didn't my head would explode splattering brain matter, puss, tar, and other goop all over the landscape. 010618
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nocturnal because it's cool, I like almost all the people, and because you can only play so many free cell games before you start to lose your mind...in a bad way. 010618
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sabbie .. because everything likes to be aired- even doonas, knickers and thoughts

..because everything including muses like to dress up in their favorite outfits and be taken out for a night on the town

.. because you know the socks right at the back of the drawer? the ones that
you never wear? if you listen carefully you will hear them sobbing quietly
into the darkness.
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unhinged to know myself
to talk to you
to know you
to prevent myself from going crazy
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Byrnes why not? 010620
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Dafremen To get back at my high school English teacher and because OCCASIONALLY you folx amuse me. (Whether you know it, meant it, or not.) 010620
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unique butterfly to get out what i'm feeling. 010620
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Persona What better place to write a wee poem about a hot dog that got boiled too long, swelled up and split down the middle? 010620
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silentbob i wonder why people so commonly misspell pus. 010620
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NinNy Nu Nu probably because they prefer the word pussy. 010624
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Casey Because none of you know me. I can say what ever I feel without the fear of being judged. Because you all are entitled to your own opinions and they don't effect me 010624
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NinNy Nu Nu ummm i write on this to waste money.
and to be sad and get a brain attack.
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black-dyed gel product I make banana fuck 010624
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bijou because big_brother_blathers 010624
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johnny west I don't. I didn't. I did. I do. Because. 010624
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The Truth I think I'm addicted. Fate brought me here, and I can leave and never come back if I chose, but I always come back, always. 010703
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Becky Because I like to randomly write under words that no one cares about. 010703
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Dafremen Now THAT was the truth...Truth...finally sheesh! 010704
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User24 It's totally unique, not a chat room, not really a message board, un-moderated, no rules, no stopping, etc, and there's always the promise of the unknown just around the corner in a room, sorry, a blath, you haven't found yet. So that's why I write here. 010705
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yoink why i write at all 010706
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izzi because i can put in my opinion about stupid subjects and not look like an idiot


genius.
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burden Because my dad won't let me have dinner unless I do. 010715
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Aimee "Good buys, earthy aromas - people know me here" 010716
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camille http://www.finalfantasy.com/top/images/top/themovie.jpg 010716
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grendelbirdmad to forestall the inevitable exploding_head_sequence 010717
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power through passion Because it's absolutely amazingly interesting. It is quite the little bit of chaos... words flying here and there, lots of different random thoughts.

Not to mention that people aren't afraid to actually put what they think, instead of the sanitized bullshit you might get if you talked to them face to face.
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kx21 To vary its shape of Hole... 010722
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kx21 More precisely,

To vary the shapes of its Hole...
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deadinside i have tried to leave befor but without blather i would go crazy. this is a place i can write stuff and not care what people think (though i sometimes do). this is a place where i let out some steam, and say exactly what im feeling (because it's hard for me to do that in front of a person) because for some reason you people draw me back. I like the ride never knowing where it will take me next. it's like a stroll down memory lane without having to walk. because you people are like me in so many ways(yet different in so many). because i feel like i dont belong here and i like to piss people off. 010812
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kx21 Specifically,
to vary the shapes & landscapes of one of its special Hole...
the_hole_in_me...
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stupidpunkgirl blather helped me get through a really painful time in my life...breaking up with my boyfriend..and it still helps me every time i write on it. i am so grateful to blather and the people on blather...words cannot express my graditude 010812
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Norm I need a way to record my thoughts, and I want to see how people react to them 010827
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Inanna Thought is a form of energy. 010827
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nattasha I'm overwhelmed at the thought of being able to write and yet be unknown...to express my pain somewhere... 011029
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jestification i'd like to take a load off my friend's ears.........................i get sick of "uh-huh's" as replies............i can write about petty and important stuff all at the same time.......................it's really fun to play with words................................ it's better than watching tv.....................because i live so far from the levee now. 011207
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the one cus im bored and i feel like i have too much to say but really nothing at all and i just want to feel cool. yea. thats it. this place makes me cool. :)
and thats why im here.
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ClairE Adam was driving me home and we'd been talking about schizophrenia and all I could do was frown, and he looked at me and said, "You need to keep your head busier this break. Do more than go online all the time," with genuine concern.

And inside my head I said, "What do you think blather is for?", but I stopped myself from saying it out loud.

I write at blather because I found blather.
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shiva so that i can put things out of my head without worrying about anyone i know reading them. ever.


damn.
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freakizh because, like it's written on the front door, this mere experiment takes different forms when placed in unique hands/keyboards of total strangers throughout the world.

is funny, though, how people can trust their deepest feelings about random words to maybe psycho citizens with razors, over their families, their friends, and themselves, in general.

the bless of being anonymous.
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searching because i can say all the things i bottle up inside, get them off of my chest, and eventually gain perspective and let them go (i hope)

now that i think about it though...this is just another way to hide and not confront the real world. its easy to blather when i know the people i am talking to will never hear me...and the wall keeps growing
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blown cherry all of the above :) 020209
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pralines&cream I write me feelings down so that someday I can re-read them and remember what it felt like to me me at this time in my life. 020209
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lady lunchbox i started blathering here with the intentions of saying nice things about my boyfriend. how shallow.

eventually i realized that i can write my every thought here, and none of my friends/lovers/enemies/acquaintances ever have to know what goes through my head.

however, i can get support and feedback from all of you, my blather friends.

i've blathered about some of the toughest things i will ever have to go through, and it's helped me deal. when i need to have a good cry, i come here and blather and shed some tears. if i've had a good day, i can write about it and feel like someone cares. it's an amazing forum for sharing thoughts and feelings, and i will never be able to stop blathering.

thank you all for your time.

long live blather. ;-)
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lycanthrope because i only like quality writing in my notebooks 020430
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bethany because i have an obsessive personality 020430
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Freak I write because its my way of getting things out and being heard and just a hobby. Im always writing but it seems pointless unless someone is going to read it. But at the same time I wouldn't let anyone I knew read the things I write therefore Blather is the perfect answer to my situation! 020508
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kerry i write at blather because my notebooks get lonely
i write because my palms are sweating and there are ten million thoughts buzzing everywhere
i write because the *voices* tell me to
i write because i am obsessive compulsive
i write because i read
and because i quake
and think
and shudder
with anticipation of what to write next
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kill rhythm i write here because it is easier to type than to write for me...my hand gets tired fast, and my mind works a lot faster than my hands when writing.

and i like to hear the replys of the people here more than i do of my so called friends. its nice when i dont get a reply, and its nice when i get engouragement.
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jessicafletcher i feel safe, and as i have said many many many times, "i love all of you" 020516
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CJ because why write everything in a note book that no one will see
plus it is fun
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ClairE I_don't_know. 020530
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Ive Gone Incognito Bc if I wrote it all down in a note book it's inevitable that some day he would find and read it, yet even here I feel unsafe bc he knows of this place, colors may be changed here soon because I -need- a place to vent AND feel safe (IcantlethimfindmehereIcantlethimfindmehereIcantlethimfindmehere) @ the same time 020530
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Syrope it's safe, unlike so many other areas of my life. there's no one i can vent all my feelings too. i wouldnt want to impose that on cathy, cuz she listens to so much anyway, and the only other people i'm close to would judge me. i can rant and rage and say things i had never had the courage to say before. sometimes i wish i could erase some blathes, but i cant, and thats good because they remind me that i *am* capable of such emotion, that i don't really hafta be stepped on all the time. i can put happiness and hope into words and not feel like whomever i'm talking to will think i'm silly. i can put despair and loneliness into words and feel like someone or something is now sharing that burden (and in fact i read on the previous blathes of that page that someone is indeed in the same situation as me) and that makes it easier for me to carry. i don't have to be ashamed of my contradictory emotions here...i can go from swearing revenge on someone to how great someone else makes me feel...and i can record the tiny bits of memories that resurface after being hidden for so long. i can come back to blather and read the story of my life... 020612
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Sintina because it feels so good to loose myself in it at odd times like this... because it feels so good to get lost... because writing is so expressive and I never have time to do it any other way.. because much of myself is here... not just in me and my words, but in you and yours... 020612
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delial I don't write very often.
I pretty much lurk.