when_hope_is_lost
tortuous somewhere between 6-630 pm PST he will be unplugged... i said 'never lose hope' and he replied 'its not losing hope, its being realistic.' i just wanted to scream fuck you but i knew it wouldn't change anything and it would just make things worse 030908
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Freak Sometimes there's just nothing left to hold on to...

and sometimes you just don't want to hold on anymore.
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somebody gone 030909
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notme lost_and_found
it is in there with jake's jacket and sally's lunchbox
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Spare change When it becomes things become inevitable. When life becomes unbearable. When smiles seem so false and words seem so empty. When friends are gone and feelings faded. When your soul is haard and jaded. 030909
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camille you have found proof... that it was all a lie

i have not found that yet..
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girl_jane Isn't it strange that something that's supposed to be so great, and always make us feel better turns out to be something we try to avoid to avoid getting hurt... 030909
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green eyed gwen try and find it again. 040123
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