whats_really_inside_of_me
peyton you really have no idea
do you
sweetheart?
050818
...
peyton And I know, I know theyíve all been talking about me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong with me
Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow Iíve lost my mind
050818
...
birdmad blood, saliva, gore, viscera


oh yes, and bile


plenty of bile
050818
...
nelson guts.
and black stuff
050818
...
Shattered It might look like anger on the outside
But what it really is,
is a burning pain
slowly
slowly
killing me
050818
...
unhinged anger
fear
sadness
hidden behind a well_placed mask of indifference and blank smiles
050819
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from