what_you_ache_for
Mahayana It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing.

-Oriah Mountain Dreamer



[what do [you] ache for]?
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gumby the touch of her smooth hands all over my body, while i close my eyes and bask in the sweet glow of her adoration. i ache for her lips against mine, our arms and our legs all wrapped together. i ache for you. 020821
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stork daddy i ache from ancient injuries. i ache for the sake of some preservational memory that i wish i didn't have. because sometimes i don't know what it is being preserved, just a collection of aches!

but if you must know, i ache for release, i ache for her eyes, which i talk down to as her words overwhelm me. i ache for a stranger on the street to come up to me and say, drop the charade, i know. and i ache for that stranger to be her.
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~gez~ nat
its weird how .. things work

we all need space
apart from me, apparently
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blue star True, honest, trustworthy and compassionate love. 021103
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the eye madness 021103
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no reason happiness

to be able to lay my head down and have this constant ache be lifted away
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bethany a sunburn
a phone call
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squint oh

so seattle
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distorted tendencies to be able to love without denial
to be loved in return

passionately
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the eye of course the madness i ache for is not "what" but actually "whom" 021103
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silent storm her 021103
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unhinged yes distorted

you said me
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paste! slow dancing with my poignant catastrophe of self-reliance 021103
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Jeca teach me the tango again. i never taught you swing. 021104
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gay gizmo i ache for true love, for serenity, and maybe a little mint choco cookie ice cream 021104
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failing to make sense of it Sean and happily ever after 021104
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blown cherry Just to be held by you
it makes all my pains fade away
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kss someone to break the pattern 021104
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oak barrel happily ever after was it for a long time, I don't know if it is still. 021104
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angie to fall asleep in your arms every night 021105
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IWishICouldGoWithDavid You. But shh... I'm only saying this because I've had quite a bit to drink tonight. 021223
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splinken Some kind of intense hobby, a direction I'd go in with craft and hopefully fire. I'm too much like that goddam Susan_Orlean [the fictional one, of course]. 030911
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x something that would only make me miserable

i wish i could go inside of my brain and break whatever is making me feel this way
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girl_jane A hug that means something, or a kiss that makes my legs shake-

something that...

melts my toes

turns me to a mushy-mess

never lets me stop smiling-at least on the inside



Honestly-I have no idea what I want.

That's the problem.

*le sigh*
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oldephebe despite all of my quasi-personal blathes here..

if i really wrote down staight up what i "ache" for i doubt if you could deal

it would probably take up a meg or two

john donne!? who cares about some anachronistic pedantic puerile referance exanguinated of all contemporary linguistic utility?! (wow where did that come from?) so i'll just keep it to myself - i haven't begun yet to pick at the old ice berg.

MUCH later,
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later
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her_ but if you must know, i ache for release, i ache for her eyes, which i talk down to as her words overwhelm me. i ache for a stranger on the street to come up to me and say, drop the charade, i know. and i ache for that stranger to be her.

AND I WISH I COULD BE HER.
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love & hate i ache for Katie and the life we could have if she just let me. Let us be together in each others arms forever. My reason for living. My Katie. 040509
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sahba life

something/someone to make life worth living
so that its doesnt just feel like a cycle that i go through because i have almost no other choice go through life with mundane goals like finish schoolthencollegeget a jobmake money its pathetic its gotta be more than that

never really doing something you can enjoy no strings attached there's always something in the back of my head chewing away at my consiousnes
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mon uow everything 050314
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Mister Brightside something_i_can_never_have

(and should know well enough not to want anymore)
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tessa that dream 050401
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dafremen The Turning_Away 050401
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DaMon. Love in me. 050401
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birdmad nothing and no-one because i'm never gonna be fool enough to yield that sort of power over me to anyone egain 050401
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*Amy* because is difficult to be in the process to be someone or to do something. what if it doesn`t exists a happy ending? and because you don`t hug me anymore. and, and, and... 050401
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ah, but nothing and no one would be blissful... i can only imagine...
what i ache for?
to rid myself of this incapacitating guilt, crushing me with talons
what i ache for?
to rid myself of my tireless and thoughtless selfishness
what i ache for?
to be me, but i don't know who that is
what i ache for?
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her royal highness the quirk you 050412
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tessa still, that dream. 050626
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megan i ache for a common understanding between all people
a link
a bond
something that ties us all together in this crazy thing we call the world and this nutty thing we're living called life
i ache for a love that knows no fear or doubt, only tomorrows, lots of tomorrows
i ache for a friendship that knows no boundaries of time or space
and a family that knows how to get through
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andru235 i ache for my soul tribe

where?!? when?!?

(it is dramatic and it is true)
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. eager lips around my cock 050627
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Lemon_Soda I ache for something to love, and I ache to be kept by the unkeepable. 050627
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