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sirflaccid crying 050525
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Freak why 050525
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sirflaccid I am frustrated with myself, and my life as a whole. 050526
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sab blathing 050527
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pete reading 050527
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pSyche waiting for you to return 050527
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no reason obsessing 050527
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Piso Mojado processing 050528
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poet playing foosball 050528
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pathectionist waiting for an e-mail. 050528
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paln waiting to cry. 050529
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palm waiting to cry. 050529
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iNsEcUrE_GoTh_GiRl looking at the beauty outside to ignore the ugliness in the mirror 050529
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somenom waking up, it's noon 050529
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bethany
its memorial day weekend and i have nothing better to do but work
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no reason gathering courage
or trying
repeating "do what's best for you"
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Pisoo Mojadoo wasting time 050530
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stork daddy chewing croutons loudly. drinking bourbon and seven. and i'm sad, but i also feel energetic. restless. i want to be in tokyo. or somewhere different. because i'm probably romanticizing tokyo. 050531
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Doar embodying the emotional undercarriage of a freight train. 050531
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somenom trying to get ready, trying not to type 050531
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iNsEcUrE_GoTh_GiRl reaching out over the emotionless internet to try and distract myself from this empty pain.
there's nothing here, there never was.

show's over, people.
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Doar scanning blather of course 050809
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falling_alone waiting for the phone to ring 060413
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pete overtired, underworked (which makes the nights I do work so much less bearable.. at least I'm in a kitchen, in my atmosphere), and, thus, as I can't really sleep til the work wears off am smoking a little bowl to calm the nerves so I can sleep and wake to do it all again 060413
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poet procrastinating 060413
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dipperwell Wishing I could summon up the energy to buy some nice cheese for my crackers. (Lying here limply.) 060414
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marjorie listening to tool
waiting, but not so patiently.
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IGG waiting for blather to change
doing my german oral work and hoping my teacher hasn't gone on holiday, or i'll fail my exam.
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nom falling in love 060415
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misstree trying to focus on cleaning and/or redecorating and/or taming hte raging chaos of my room/apartment

failing
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Lemon_Soda Its a beast, but its your beast. You'll tame it soon enough. 060415
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Ouroboros getting over the shock of seeing pictures of a guy i used to hook up with- with his baby daughter 060415
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oren Contemplating an idea for a new book. 060415
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pSyche Ripping more pages from my notebook.

I should probably stop, no?
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just another teen lover falling in love? that's beautiful. good luck. 060416
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epitome of i humming 060416
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tommer farting 060417
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Lia looking at blather, apparently 060417
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poet trying to stayyyy awakeeee. 060417
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pete breathing deeply, with scattered thoughts, plotting a way to save money to go to cairo in october/november 060417
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flexible celebrating my birthday (technically yesterday, but that's neither here nor there).
having some freaky-ass second come-up exactly 24 hours after my first...one of those in-2-minds come-ups, where you're spaced but alert.
rehydrating.
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poet chewing on a guitar pick 060417
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pSyche "studying" for Chemistry finals. 060523
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no effin reason thinking thinking thinking after drinking drinking drinking 060523
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ajg working 070430
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Ouroboros drinking coffee, listening to KCRW, warding off that darkness again 080222
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yeah. thinking about her and where we're heading. 080223
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sameolme Blathing while I watch a potential caregiver interact with my mom. 080223
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pSyche I am drawing, and wondering why I never blathe anymore, as I avoid taking a shower. 080223
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Arwyn I have a cold, so I feel like crap. But I'm watching a movie, thinking about a nap or a bath and hoping daf comes on to hang with me. :) 080223
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hsg ummm, watching an incredibly cute blond shaving in the tub :-) 080223
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yeah. thinking about him and where we're heading. 080223
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minnesota_chris besides blather, and the constant blatherpredicament of being interesting enough to read and yet banal enough to identify with?

I'm ignoring a paper that I have to finish.
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place admiring my completed paper and wishing for my reading week back so i could have gone on an adventure and not written one and worked on four others. 080224
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oren Playing Othello. 090201
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crumbly i am waiting for a pornographic film to download illegally. i am also contemplating the falling of snow from the windows of the office i occupy in this beautiful european city. it is not as cold as people think. a moment ago i was staring at a water bottle about three meters from me, it has been sitting there for a couple of days and oxygen bubbles have formed. they sparkle against the light coming through the window. i try to imagine this process but my mind seems suddenly occupied with the fact that i must have dinner. this can be done later tonight by getting some take out, right after i drink a bottle newcaslte brown and masturbate - right after this movie is done downloading. 090202
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