what_a_paradox
unhinged
deluded
self_sacrifice
070414
...
8
self
sacrifice
is
good
...
but
only
if
it
doesn't
harm
you
.
there
is
a
limit
to
everything
............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................
.....................
apart
from
one
thing
..............................
..........
it
is
free
...... ......................
and
if
it
is
true
..................................................................................................
it
shouldn't
harm
you
.
070414
...
what solution can there be
i
am
tired
of
people
and
i
am
also
tired
of
being
alone
...
...
and
the
people
won't
let
me
metaphysically
sleep
...
070421
...
unhinged
i
deserve
better
but
i'm
not
good
enough
070430
...
at
last
,
i've
figured
it
out
! apparantly
i'm
unable
to
figure
anything
out
whatsoever
.
070501
...
ANGRY
no
-
that
can
not
be
true
.
i
don't
know
what
happened
on
september
11th
that
was
more
like
a
war
not
a
terroist
attack
?
?
maybe
there
is
some
new
news
on
what
happened
there
?
i
don't
particlllary
want
to
think
about
things
like
that
any
more
..
it
horrible
-
just
like
many
things
...
maybe
the
other
planet
just
hads
bugs
on
it
.
maybe
i
died
an
this
is
what
heaven
is
?
i
don't
fucking
know
...
but
i
miss
having
a
laugh
with
my
friends
and
people
acting
normal
yeah
evereyone
wants
to
live
in
a
film
and
design
the
sets
... ?
what
you
on
?
don't
go
to
the
opposite
side
of
the
universe
from
me
photon...
don't
confused
me
like
that
.s
070501
...
unhinged
i'm
tired
of
being
on
set
for
people
when
they
have
a
production
they
want
to
make
then
being
shoved
to
the
side
when
they
have
new
sets
and
new
casts
and
new
productions.
withdrawing_again
again
i
am
reminded
of
milarepa
070501
...
jane
paradoxymoron
070501
...
unhinged
spring
is
a
bad
time
of
year
for
me
.
it
reminds
me
of
death
and
ending
.
it
is
the
end
of
the
school
year
.
she
is
moving
to
alaska
.
she
is
gone
.
i
am
going
to
fucking
miss
her
.
i
excised
him
from
my
life
.
eliminated
his
bullshit
.
which
has
caused
my
band
to
pretty
much
be
defunct
.
there
has
been
a
lot
of
death
this
spring
.
070524
...
unhinged
good
boys
are
boring
bad
boys
give
you
ulcers
070524
...
been there
bad_boys
get
boring
after
a
while
,
too
...
and
the
malsentiments
which
follow
turn
the
good_boys
into
heroes
070524
...
jane
paradoxymoron
070525
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from
