unyielding
unhinged he pulled up to my house to drop me off. i leaned over to kiss him goodbye and he turned his lips away from me to present his newly shaven cheek.

i was on top of him and bent over for a kiss. his lips lay flat and motionless. i sat up. he turned his face to peer at me sideways.


we have nothing left to say to each other
the sex is cold, mechanical
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unhinged and nine months later, suddenly the small of my back is a soft place for your hand to rest

the years of a man
the expectancy of a child
on_anger
it still overtook me
but i couldn't blame you
for what i did to
make us
what we were


and i couldn't help
but feel proud
that i was finally the one to
walk_away
strong
hard
unyielding

(fool me twice
shame on me
fool me three times
and you become an excuse
for me to hate myself)
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what's it to you?
who go
blather
from