thyartshallshant_says_hi Thyartshallshant Yep, Hi all. (looks at the being that is blather) I miss you. (looks out into the crowd of doe-eyed blathers) I miss you too. Peace, Thy P.S Masturbation is still more important that eating, sleep, peeing and shitting combined. And i fully recovered from the scab incident. 010511 ... the spork i guess that in some sick way i'm actually glad to hear that. just remember kid, swith hands often so as to avoid having one arm be noticeably larger than the other peace, kid. 010511 ... nocturnal why can thy only visit? where'd he go that restricts his access to a computer? seems like a cool guy to me. wish he was around more. 010511 ... Thyartshallshant Thy's daddy no like "F's" on report card. Thy's daddy say "no more electric box! Bad Thy, BAD!" The only time i get on blather is from school when nobodys looking... and only if i have time after looking at porn on the schools BEAUTIFULLY fast internet connection. If no can tell, Thy's daddy take Thy's porn stash too. O Well Peace 010522 ... the spork trust me, kid, you're better off using your imagination. i mean, hey, i like porn too, but it still pales when compared to the depraved things i can think of... ...and god knows some women do seem to give extra credit for being imaginative at the right moments 010522 ... god believe me, i know. 010522 ... Dafremen Yea sure...THAT you take credit for. 010522 ... god (shrugs, smirks) 010522 ... lost i love you man too bad your not in my class right now but no you had to take drama. you homo. it sucks i just got done taking a gay computers test thing. well i gotta go ill see you in like 5 minutes. 010523 ... deadinside poor thy is back in the mental hospital im not sure what he did this time. this is his third time. last time he cut himself really deep on his calf i will let you guys know how he's doing when i find out. 010607 ... florescent light send him our love 010607 ... Dafremen And can we PLEASE stop the self mutliation people? I can't help but imagine you folx walking around like a bunch of spiral cut hams with open wounds everywhere and despite the appeal of that image, I'd prefer not to imagine it. P.S. Tell thyartshallshant that daffy said "Stop being a dipsh*t!" P.P.S. Translation: Hurry up and get better. 010607 ... Sol Yeah I have to agree with ol' Daff here, self mutilation only seems to help because you want it to, it wont, and you will long term (dont say you wont make it to long term, you will, the will to breed is stronger than the will to die) not like scars down your bodies, youll excaberate the situation by your attempts at curing it. But be string be strong, get better soon 010607 ... j_blue i think i did miss thyart 010607 ... kingsuperspecial yeah, I can speak from personal experience that hurting yourself is a very short term fix to things - though pain can turn down the volume on things for a bit, the damage that gets done is more than just the physical. I've done a lot of things in life as a reaction to my depression, only to find those things just enforced my belife that it was my fate to depressed and there was nothing I could do about it. I've only recently started to undo those ideas, and it's hard with physical reminders to anchor myself to the old me. 010617 ... kingsuperspecial by the way, thy. please take care of yourself and get well. the world's too full of losers to have one of the all-stars on the bench. (a) 010617 ... Thyartshallshant If anyone in the whole universe is still alive that remembers me and my ever running away sanity... just thought I'd say hi. Im ok... If being me is ok. And by being me I mean still watching lots of porn (much more carefully nowdays). Maybe I'll be back for good someday to blather. But for now, anyone who cares will have to be satisfied with this short blurb of a blath. This is my idea of social interaction today. I never leave the house except to go to school, therapy, and groups. I guess I'm happy enough with that though. People who are different usually except it at some point in their lives, whether they totally belive it themselves or not. Im not sure im there yet. Goodbye blathers for now. Respectfully retarded, Thyartshallshant 021117 ... tourist Accept that We Are All Different That the Norm is a Myth And that Average is just the Lowest Common Denomenator. 021117 ... blue star I love you thy. 021117 ... Mister Mourning remember these three syllables, dude: lu-bri-cant peace, out 021117 ... freakizh says hi 021118 ... Rhin still have those fuzzy slippers? ;) hiya Thyart! :) 021118 ... Dafremen Hi! : ) I'd say something crass, but I promised dax and S'Bob that I'd cut the crass. (Heheheheheh I just love a bad pun...sigh..I crack me up!) 021118 ... unhinged THY hey babe *hug* do you talk to lost ever? 021118 ... lost unhinged hey, yeah we talk everyday we go to skool together. I miss talkin to ya i'll try to be online more from now on. 021121 ... daxle I'm sorry. 021130 ... who i am doesnt matter anymore theres somthing missing. make me smile. i hope your there, i hope your fine. its different now. your still in my mind. sometimes i crave you. just to say hi. 030821 ... Doar whatever happened to THY? 041209 ... who i am doesnt matter anymore Shawn, this may be a long stretch. i may be stupid for sending this. it might not even work. you might hate me more because of doing this. you may consider me lame for doing this. but if i dont just do this real quick, i might not ever be able to get you out of my head. for all i know, i might not even click the send button. hate me if you want, hate me if that is what helps you sleep better, but for me to be able to sleep better i need to let you know... i am always thinking about you. im always hoping your ok and happy. and if im a weirdo for still thinking about you after all this time, thats ok with me. sorry if this is wrong of me to do. ill always love you, and ill always love you for the way youve made me smile even after all the time thats gone by. im done now. - Kelsey i couldnt even hit the fuckin send button. what a mess. 050315 what's it to you? who go blather from