thwarting superleni thwarting your troubles and tripping your tears i trace tender circles (the shapes of your fears) -my fingers/your face -your skin for my touch -as safe sails southward and i snail such -into not outward; my nails do not bite, (just soft tips a-tracing) no need nor they might. my drill is more thorough; ,a fluke in a slug, consumed from the inside you fail foul thug. collapsed lifeless tangle your ruins lie/twitch. and the evidence on my ankle evapourates. 040204 ... s evaporates 040204 ... egger . 040205 ... superleni evapourates, where i come from ; ) 050911 ... three words thwarting ok_lets_not_do_it roots_and_wings 110514 ... unhinged yelling, screaming, arguing causes me to retreat which causes me to hold onto my feelings silently all i ever wanted was you to accept my feelings, love i am firmly convinced that's not possible so maybe while you weren't trying to invalidate me or thwart my feelings that's exactly what happened (made all the worse by your acknowledgement of my acceptance of you) maybe i'll get over it someday maybe next time i'll be able to walk_away sooner 110514 ... unhinged (and little did i realize at the time all of it was causing me to build walls again silent around the part of my heart i always wanted someone to crawl in live in acknowledge every breath tearing the wall down brick_by_brick ) 120130 what's it to you? who go blather from