this_is_what_you_want typhoid freedom from choice 000718 ... the order of death this_is_what_you_get 001101 ... silentbob to only talk through email and then the littlest of responses. when i see you, the littlest of conversation. the least amount of physical contact as possible. and here i thought you thought i was special 020107 ... Casey I want someone to love and hold...but I guess it's not going to happen yet. 020109 ... ClairE Is it? Thanks for letting me know. I'll try not to forget. It's rather...er...blue, isn't it? Well, a few pillows here and a wall hanging there... 020110 ... Mahayana [{___________________________}] this_is_what_you_want the ability to convey what *you* want with me & you have & i have & now all has gone silent [{exactly ? was it that u wanted again}] 020110 ... screwing for virginity i hate that phrase 021008 ... Syrope right? you chose this for us. because you're weak. sunday i kept trying to hold back my tears and the sobs that were trying to grip me. i shouldn't have. i should have let you see. it would have horrified you, it always horrifies people. no one's seen me cry as hard as i can, but you should have. you want me to hurt, you want me to cry. i hope you're happy 021009 ... ~gez~ i do not know what you want. if you would only make it more obvious 021009 ... sab this is what you get this is what you want this is what you get [PiL] 040706 ... . ... 040706 ... . ... 040706 ... . ... 040706 ... mj but are you sure this is where you want to be? 041124 what's it to you? who go blather from