things_i_want_but_can't_have Annie111 I want to sleep for a thousand years. But I never will. I want to ring my doorbell and take me for a drive right now. But it's not going to happen. 011220 ... Annie111 I want YOU to ring my doorbell and take me for a drive right now. I just ruined the serenity of this blather. 011220 ... ClairE you and my sanity and to see sexy bobby play live and fuck her and some peace and a nice quiet sleep and no attachments to my parents and to be completely different than i am and to be quite the same, so much myself that i'd blind you. i want to find the one. 011220 ... she David some resemblance of sanity a wonderful dream that never ends a black_lexus 430 GS with ground effects and NOS induction *stupid grin* 011220 ... hey now! a stupid grin 011220 ... niki i'll give you one hey now! ::flashes a stupid grin:: 011220 ... ClairE a_smile_for_you Oh, wait, there it is. Silly me. 011220 ... hey now! niki, youre so sweet! thank you. heres one for you too... =-} 011220 ... pralines&cream i want my boyfriend's embrace at this very moment 011221 ... ClairE Yuck. An anti Christmas_list. 011221 ... unhinged will all soon be falling into my lap 011221 ... kerry everything 011222 ... Mahayana: Zakah: Sangha Jewels of Refuge safety serenity peace for that beautiful soul i see within her for if she realizes and is willing to admit that this deep connection we share is perhaps more than a connective friendship shell need to have these things to hold onto: peace serenity safety 011222 ... Casey love would be nice...or amnesia 011222 ... impatient virgin inappropriate attention from males a car to be 100 lbs lighter my zippo that he lost to be close friends with Will_Hoge a job that I love that also makes me rich 020101 ... peyton world peace the end of poverty my own private idaho and a pony 020101 ... hey now! a beer 020101 ... remember me? They're killing me 020424 ... Ariadani a cookie! 020424 ... indie.chickadee Doug Robb from Hoobastank, Trevor Guthrie from soulDecision, Usher, Josh Hartnett, Craig David, and that's just the BOYS... 020509 ... indie.chickadee oh yes, and for Heidi T. to fuck off...if not die... please? 020509 ... silently_she_screams Everything i can't have i want....everything i don't want i have...its never going to change... 020510 ... blown cherry hehehe. I'm not even gonna touch this one, I'm pretty sure this little 'says' window won't accept infinite blathes. 020510 ... Syrope amnesia does sound good at the moment...maybe plastic surgery, liposuction, a relocation at least? to develop my own human phermone spray and not share :-D 020510 ... phil mystical rewind button 020510 ... squint to make everyone happy, including myself. or, if i must narrow things down, to make josh johnny me travis han happy all at the same time 020511 ... Sonya forgiveness compassion from those close to me more chances an eraser for past fuck-ups the impossible... 020608 ... CJ so many things but they won't happen they are out of my control 020608 ... pralines&cream my best_friend 020608 ... angie love 020608 ... searching peace of mind, love, and to see him one more time just to say goodbye and all the best. 020609 ... Sexual sobretodo Sex with girls, sex with guys, SEX!!! "let's talk about sex baby, let's talk about you and me" 020609 ... paperdoll misfit him 020617 ... bethany jeff pat virginity size 6 pants long hair peace regular sleep schedule perfect vision calm iowa loss of strech marks porche with herse topper new socks every morning huge green eyes x-ray vision never ending gaul anarchy jeff jeffrey mindreading oh and jeff 020617 ... god fantastic hairdo 020618 ... peyton peace that's all I want anymore resolution that would usher in my peace vacuum so that I could be isolated in my solitude solitude so that I could appreciate my peace 020701 ... BluSmurF The joy of being the one who gets everything... Did I say that right??? 021203 ... Suicide Snowman a day where I'm happy and content and can actually mean it. 021203 ... User24 nirvana; for I am looking for it. When I finally give up, I will achieve it - it's just so hard to aim at nothing after being told for so long that one should aim high. Society needs a cultural revolution. 030529 ... trixie my jacket... that is in lauren's car 030529 ... shivers to feel warm 030529 ... FireNRoses The joy of lying in bed while the rain patters outside the window... your warm body next to mine. To stay inside all day exploring our own personal world. To go out into the sun and live a day so grand and vivid it puts the rest to shame. To go somewhere just you and me and so all the things we always wanted... For you to want me. 030710 ... captain all my base, but it are belong to them 030710 ... delial I could give the emo answer and say "love," or "him," or "us," but to be honest, I don't really know. Instead, I'll say: I can't have the lego time machine car I built when I was 10 back. I forgot which pieces I used and the design plan I had in mind at the time. Damn it, I want that back. 030710 ... when darkness falls i want u 2 come back 2 me.... i know i fucked up... 040516 ... x those are pretty much the only things i want 040516 ... minnesota_chris they're all the women I date 040517 ... an alkaline bird not to feel like a sundial once the sun is gone 040517 ... Deomis sanity 040517 ... lizzy to be able to have a child... the uterus i was born without the left kidney i was born without... regular sex.... 12 hours of sleep every night... breakfast in bed every morning consisting of a huge cup of black coffee and a toasted sesame seed bagel with some hummus on it.... someone to read me bedtime stories every night... and the paper every morning... especially the horoscope section.. a maid to do all my laundry... a car thats not falling apart... someone to make up my mind for me my sister to be happy with whatever decision she makes... my brother to stay out of trouble... my mother to quit drinking.... my father to stop bein an ass.... 040517 ... pobodys nerfect (i only can't have it because i'm REALLY trying to save some money at my job,but...)a harrassment-free workplace 040517 ... pete a job, damnit! 040518 ... magdalena Fuck this... there is nothing I can not have for the right PRICE! 040518 ... unhinged the_friend_fallacy i used to think people were worth torturing myself over. ive since learned better. sort of. 140713 what's it to you? who go blather from