the_life_of_a_junkie
unhinged full of drama, blame, and recriminations

paranoia




avoidable problems
impossible choices


the stretches of time in prison
interspersed with
being on the outside



medicare
methadone



repetition
repatriation


external finger pointed outward
blame
pointed outward



doubt
paranoia
conspiracy
accessory

possession
abscess
felony


benzo blackout ridiculous

for years
for decades





eventually
the time will come when
the narcan doesn't work
160111
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Twitch Message me if you want some help - life can get so much better

Twitch
160112
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unhinged im ok. i didnt write this one about myself. thanks for the offer though. 160112
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z this is beautifully written 160113
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unhinged (thanks. the new year is always a good time to come to terms with things. i had given up a lot in 2015. needed_reminder s of why) 160113
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unhinged back to prison


this time
for decades
(three strikes means this time is gonna be for a really long time
a really horrible
really long time)


maybe
this time
you don't get back out


( there_are_no_words_here
for this


heart break )


a piece of my heart
will be
locked_up

with_you
160924
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from