the_4_in_the_room
jennifer 'if I don't make it known that / I've loved you all along / just like the sunny days that / we ignore because / we're all dumb and jaded / and I hope to god I figure out / what's wrong'


(scribblings in the bathroom before the flood)
what happened?
what just happened?
I take 4 shots (or was it 3?)
of wild turkey
and I cry
a lot
(with reason, but not knowing why reason has come to me today)
but it's cool
dave says "focus on the beautiful things"
and I say there aren't a lot of beautiful things in my life
dave: "are you soley gay?"
no
(then) he (leans over and) kisses me.
full
into it
"you are my friend, and always you shall be"
001116
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from