tania
Steve
Means
more
to
me
then
the
words
I
could
use
to
describe
her
.
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maybe thats not saying much
"
than
"
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daxle
not_tonya
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...
contemplative bird
beautiful
,
crazy
and
a
little
bit
tragic
.
were
it
not
for
a
miscarriage
caused
by
what
was
an
otherwhise
minor
traffic
accident
,
she
and
i
might
well
be
the
parents
of
an
eleven
year
old
she
spent
a
few
hours
in
a
hospital
and
before
the
attending
doctor
released
her
he
had
told
me
she
had
been
a
little
over
six
weeks
pregnant
and
hadn't
even
known
it
,
but
that
she
lost
the
baby
it's
safe
to
assume
she
would
have
chosen
to
keep
the
baby
because
the
news
devastated
her
,
when
her
roommate
and
i
took
her
back
to
their
apartment
the
last
of
her
compsure
fell
and
she
cried
and
raged
for
hours
and
i
hated
the
helpless
feeling
of
being
unable
to
console
her
(
when
she
was
engaged
to
the
cheating
bastard
whose
roaming
sent
her
into
my
arms
she
had
miscarried
once
before
-
she
was
a
little
older
than
me
,
nearly
21
when
i
was
barely
18
-
but
i
think
i
was
more
serious
and
mature
back
then
as
it
was
the
onset
of
one
of
my
sober
and
responsible
periods
)
something
in
her
became
very
broken
and
try
as
i
did
,
i
never
succeeded
in
trying
to
hlp
her
pick
up
the
pieces
eventually
she
moved
back
to
where
she
came
from
and
into
the
arms
of
the
family
that
broke
ties
with
her
for
getting
pregnant
the
first
time
it
would
be
months
later
before
she
called
to
say
the
goodbye
she
didn't
say
with
her
sudden
decision
to
leave
(
even
her
roommate
had
been
blindsided
by
it
,
coming
home
from
school
one
day
to
find
half
of
tania's
stuff
gone
and
the
rest
boxed
up
with
just
a
small
note
saying
to
sell
or
give
away
the
rest
and
a
check
for
enough
money
to
cover
her
half
of
2
more
months
worth
of
rent
)
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