suffocating
Ive Gone Incognito

Iím almost 20 and yet I canít go any wear w/o you or Debs supervision other wise you accuse me of cheating!
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squint is insane through
slinky gasp by some
some cookie cutter place mat
tongs and blender
girl group screaming growling maybe purring with a name like that
but i'd like to

rush into the vowels of their words
or make a mix for him and for her
so the epilepsy
will foam into thoughts
of panic and
screams
maybe maybe
tearing paper cuts
and scratching nails
down a chalk board, 80s style
will get it through.
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djstar I kept holding my breath in my sleep... 051028
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krupt sometimes i hold my breath as long as i can to see what its like to die, i like it and wish i could do it forever. i lay in bed at night and imagine im in a coffin at my own funeral and that people actually miss me, but i knw they dont, theyre just here for the food. 080116
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