stupid_girl
pushpins stupid girl, why do you think you are above all else? in your little tantrum world with the candy riddles and giggles and misunderstood genius. you think you mean so much and you know know know that you dont dont dont. you think you are nothing, but you are so much. so little. so whittle your life out of the scraps of wood daddy left in his shop for you to play with, burn your fingers on the hot gluegun, electrocute yourself in the neglect of the sun. the sun drinks himself to sleep where he mumbles about birth control and college funds. she walks past the incest, child molest, the only secret ever kept. where do all the memories go when they are done being played? where did all the memories seep in from? how could i forget the perverted nightmare taking place on that bed...? doctor doctor yell with vacuum anger, i told, i wasn't supposed to. did they hurt you, my new best friend? did they frustrate your words no one can comprehend? we do we do we do have so much in common, from the pixistix at walmart to the razor blade she taught you how to remove. i don't want you to know, i want to keep you sweet and ignorant. stupid girl. 011226
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ClairE Ooh, Shirley, touch me please. 011226
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Death of a Rose HIP HIP HOORAY! 040114
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stork daddy sometimes smart girls are stupid girls. they're so many steps ahead of you, they've gone round the globe and are behind you again. 040114
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unhinged he doesn't know unless you tell him








tell him
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unhinged this is why your gut didn't want you to say it 190419
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unhinged you know better 190708
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