still_heart Mahayana come to me now to end this consuming pain bringing what my heart desires to be brought: be yourself my partner in this tranquility [she was entombed within the underworld thus becoming the Still-Heart, nevertheless, a soul shall always remain alive and ever watchful] 040430 ... sahba still motionless meaningless lifeless unpurposefull yeah thats me 040430 ... oldephebe although my eyes are almost empty alters..somewhere i still harbor a hope that the sky will send me a true and chaste love...someone so spiritual she's almost ethereal...not exactly wearing a diaphanous gown and still exuding a non-prurient sensuality, hovering 3 inches above the ground as she skims along the sin encrusted surface of this world..but still..i'd like a simple chaste spiritual kind of love at this point in my journey...i don't want to wait until i'm lying on a cot in a humble tenement hospice where nurses and caregivers huddled around fearlessly around the dying, bending fiercly towards those now helpless as infants in deaths' grasp and I look into holy eyes w/o bursting into flames and there in the doorway is death standing tall and guant with white hair, smirking..amused at the absurd irony of the scene...yeah... ... 040501 what's it to you? who go blather from