stargazing reue every night that i'm feeling alone cold empty i think... i step outside right before i try to go to bed and i stand there waiting staring towards the night sky ...looking for that blue shooting star 031021 ... pipedream i can't see enough because of the damn hospital lights, i need to see stars like the ones in gharial, close enough to breathe in. its a quiet desperation, i need to see stars...not just an orange dot of mars and orion's belt, but STARS. 031021 ... jane i can stargaze by looking into his eyes everbody: aw... 031021 ... jane *everybody 031021 what's it to you? who go blather from