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I
have
neither
the
stamina
nor
the
time
to
post
as
much
as
some
of
you
do
on
blather
.
I'd
like
to
,
but
I
just
can't
.
This
evening
is
the
first
time
I've
posted
on
blather
in
a
few
days
.
I'd
like
to
post
every
evening
,
but
unfortunately
I
end
up
sleeping
sometimes
.
All
I
know
right
now
is
that
I
don't
want
to
go
back
to
work
this
summer
,
but
I
have
to
.
I'd
rather
blather
. Goddammit,
blather
is
like
a
cult
without
a
leader
;
you
get
sucked
in
without
any
promises
and
stay
because
you
have
nothing
else
.
If
I
were
a
more
organized
person
,
I'd
post
all
the
time
,
even
though
I
don't
have
much
to
say
.
Maybe
if
I
can
get
my
head
straight
,
I'll
let
you
people
into
my
mind
for
a
while
.
However
,
most
of
the
time
I
don't
even
like
to
be
there
.
010617
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from