springtime_can_kill_you unhinged i really meant to put i_hate_love here stupid_captchas on stupid_firefox BURN oh mama don't walk away i'm a goddamn sore loser i ain't too proud to say that i'm still thinking about you that i'm so lonesome without you i can't get you out of my mind oh mama don't leave me alone my soul shut down so tight just like a stone cold... ain't it clear when i'm near you i'm just dieing to hear you calling my name one more time .... it's so hard to ignore all this blood on the floor it's just this heart on my sleeve that's bleeding oh mama don't walk away .... that love that we had was just selfish and sad but to see you now with him is just making me mad oh so kiss him again just a fool told me that you care i will stand here and burn in my skin yes i will stand here and burn in my skin JOLENE cocaine flame in my bloodstream sold my coat when i hit spokane bought myself a hard pack of cigarettes in the early morning rain lately my hands they don't feel like mine my eyes been stoned dust and blind held you in my arms one time lost you just the same jolene i ain't about to go stray it's too late i found myself face down in a ditch booze in my hair blood on my lips a picture of you holding a picture of me in the pocket of my blue jeans i still don't know what love means i still don't know what love means jolene been so long since i've seen your face or felt a part of this human race i've been living out of this here suitcase for way too long a man needs something he can hold onto a nine pound hammer for a woman like you either one of them things will do jolene i ain't about to go stray it's too late i found myself face down in a ditch booze in my hair blood on my lips a picture of you holding a picture of me in the pocket of my blue jeans i still don't know what love means i still don't know what love means jolene both by ray_lamontagne i found a drug that feels just like you 070402 ... nom i was singing jolie holland yesterday, cr avery, the be good tanyas, and geoff berner 070402 ... nom still wishing i'd gone to see ms holland last year when she was here 070402 ... pSyche AUGHH! BUNNY! [screech] [swerve] [crashBOOM] 070402 ... birdmad i'll_show_you_each_spring 070403 ... sab spring time can be a bastard but this autumn season things are looking up. of course, someties_abstract_things_can_kill_you but sometimes things get better 070404 ... unhinged i forget about that whole flip of the seasons from where i live to where you live 070404 ... jane the way my allergies are going, i wouldn't be surprised 070430 ... no reason i was gonna say or at least make you really sick 070430 ... falling_alone the library is not a place for those who suffer so to be where finals are brewing and concentration is needed and i'm trying trying to not scream at this tickle running down my throat, this sniffle echoing throughout this narrow hall. and i'm trying trying to concentrate myself for this final paper due tomorrow with warm weather outside and promises of release within one day there are five pages to go and no direction in which i'm heading unsure of a topic on which to proclaim why do ethics matter when all i want to do is create and sleep. which threw off any plans of calling in about work work which i'm only doing so i can drive and travel, which i wont be able to do because my schedule will be fill with work in a mall that i will learn to hate. 070430 ... u24 good luck 070430 ... PanAnnual NTist It's the snt's, isn't it. 070430 ... ever not surfening locally shitty onshore winds blown out crap surf crowded spots down south spring sucks from january 27: "surf was good. wash away the sins of the days. glassy, offshore, clean, headhigh." from january 29: "the paddle out was relatively easy. glassy, clean, nice peaks. and about two or three minutes after making it outside, i turned, paddling into one, pop up, down the face, nice left, good size, kick out. oh yeah. my stoke is through the roof." did i mention spring sucks? 070430 ... unhinged . 180313 ... Alkaline_trio You told me that the daylight burns you And that the sunrise was enough to kill you. I said maybe you're a vampire. You said it's quite possible, I feel truly dead inside. 180315 what's it to you? who go blather from