speechless rian .... 990827 ... stephen in seattle 991018 ... h8r i don't think i've ever experienced this phenomena. i haven't been able to speak due to laughter, but i don't think that actually counts. 991020 ... old hick I wish I could be... 000215 ... calliope i will write more later 000505 ... calliope never wish you could be speechless! ever! the worst curse in the world! you have so many things to say but every single goddam time you try you just can't say it. to friends, sometimes to strangers, to family, to really close friends, to enemies, to everyone under the sun. i'm still trying to figure out how i do this blather stuff. 000505 ... ddx i disagree... my penis is speechless, but he does not wish to speak either, he just enjoys when women speak close to his head, very very very close... ...with lots of kissing too!!! 000607 ... Syrope Your love is magical, that's how I feel But I have not the words here to explain Gone is the grace for expressions of passion But there are worlds and worlds of ways to explain To tell you how I feel But I am speechless, speechless That's how you make me feel Though I'm with you I am far away and nothing is for real When I'm with you I am lost for words, I don't know what to say My head's spinning like a carousel, so silently I pray Helpless and hopeless, that's how I feel inside Nothing's real, but all is possible if God is on my side When I'm with you I am in the light where I cannot be found It's as though I am standing in the place called Hallowed Ground Speechless, speechless, that's how you make me feel Though I'm with you I am far away and nothing is for real I'll go anywhere and do anything just to touch your face There's no mountain high I cannot climb I'm humbled in your grace Speechless, speechless, that's how you make me feel Though I'm with you I am lost for words and nothing is for real Your love is magical, that's how I feel But in your presence I am lost for words Words like, "I love you." --Michael Jackson 020325 ... little fury bug ...uh...I...um...er...eh...and then ..umm.. but it was like...um... whaddya call it?...and uhh...what's his face?...he said something like....um.. like you get what I'm saying? 020618 ... blue star it only happens when someone touches me unexpectedly... someone of the male persuasion, specifically. if I'm surprised enough I have no witticisms, no defenses, no physical reactions other than the instinctual, no thoughts, and no hold on the moment. it's a total rush. I dare you to make me speechless. I dare you to have an interest in making me speechless, you fuck. what do you fucking care for me? Get the fuck away from me. The next time you try to hurt me, you'll pay. 020618 ... celestias shadow the last time i was speechless was also one of the ONLY times i've ever been totally lost for words. right after i saw Return of the King. I just couldn't say a single word. 040102 ... cibo matto "you saw me crying, but now my eyes are dry. (i'm leaving you.)" 040102 ... trixie i can't say this. im going to say this. me. you are bad for me. i love the thought of you. i love that you love me. for some reason im impressed that you have feelings for me. i don't think people love me. im dilluded. people do actually love me. you obviously don't have real feelings for me and that's a shame. you hate that i hate you. you love the thought of what you think is me. you. i am too good for you. there, i said it. i needed to say it. 040328 ... misstree just when things were starting to take shape in a gentle-coloured, jingly kind of way, a different dream pulled through... i know i can't won't set that aside for such a slim chance, this is my monastery trip, and that would slowly eat me alive... but now i have two "what if"s, i have a dream that barely lasted a day, such a pretty one, i have less than a month to wander off of this island and stash most of Me away... i don't quite know what to say just yet... 040330 ... pSyche there is nothing to say anyways. I cannot think tonight the stars are gone and the rain has come sweeping my words down the gutter where they are wasted for people who are not there I am left speechless gazing at where the moon should be but where is only a blanket of rain and I am looking for my words so that i may make a picture for you a perfect picture with my words 050315 ... perfectly_chaotic What is this mess? I tell myself this lie where I think I need something that tears me apart. Yet, were I to get it, guilt would tear me into shreds; I can't tell you what I hide. 110510 what's it to you? who go blather from