speaking_of_fucking_satan
unhinged you were the disease
that killed me
sometimes i look
back on teh events of
the day
demoralized
but you had the pills
that revived me
side long
curved and twisted
the knots grow tighter
every day
if i could walk away
but you know
what i come back for
side long
whore
kill me
just twist the knife
you have so neatly placed
just twist
and walk away
that mocking grin
ensnares me
you hooked the heart
on my sleeve
bloated and swollen
a fish forlorn
wait
you just lost me
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Marjorie I think I played poker with him once
And the numbers climbed high
And we got higher
And I fell through
Right when your words disappeared
And you sighed out the last one
And told me you weren't afraid anymore
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satan don't just speak of it

do it, already,
somebody
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jane well...

i did the other night
030718
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Sven Satan is on board. 040629
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Monarch9 Double bind communication is commonly given multiples by all of their abusers. Some of these double binds are well thought out and some just occur due to the craziness of the entire thing. For instance, in ritual or programming, the child may have the option to stab or be stabbed. In fighting the programming, if an alter goes toward health, the programmers have set in a booby-trap. Which evil does the slave live with--the lies of the programming or the lies of the external world? How does one tell the truth to a therapist, when the therapist is not capable of hearing the truth, and yet still demands to be told the truth? Yes, double-binds abound. Another trick is to alternate leniency with harshness. This trick is done in the military also, and has been worked with success by the Chinese government upon the people of Red China. When leniency is alternated with kindness, the effect is devastating and disconcerting because the person looses the ability to predict what is going to happen. 040629
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Monarch9 This is true.
Monarch_slaves
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! ba dum ching 080512
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unhinged weird
he called her recently
at 5am
crying about how
his life hadn't worked out
how he wanted it to
080512
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unhinged he's a youtube douchebag now
now
everyone everywhere can laugh at him
just one more proof
of the infallibility of karma
090131
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from