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DavesHeroinGirl Typically ashamed to share the same air as them, I become one of the people that makes conversation out of the weather when hurt and hiding. 030417
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so fucking lost i dont think there's anything in here
that you should know
that you need to know
that i can tell you
that i can even form into words.

it congeals
into clots of black blood
and drips
drips
drips
leaking out of me
part of me
an eternal cycle
for i replace what i loose
ten times over.
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pepperdrinks i'm addicted to cheesy TV melodramas

and i'm not ashamed to admit that i cried when Old Yeller died

and i'm not ashamed to admit that the things that come naturally to others do not come as such to me

and i'm not ashamed to admit that i'm shallow

and i'm not ashamed to admit that i'm not as deep as you'd guess me to be

and i'm not ashamed to be madly in love with an unavailable man i haven't seen in two years

and i'm not ashamed to like clam chowder....a lot

and i'm not ashamed to say all of the things i want to say

but only if you ask on a good day

which is rare
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sweetheart of the song tra bong People think I need to get over myself and stop thinking I am witty and clever.


So you should know...

I'm self-absorbed, and sometimes I think I'm witty and clever.
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girl_jane But I can't tell you yet... 030419
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phil I don't like to shower or sleep. 030513
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User24 ...is that I don't even agree with myself half the time, I just pretend I do to see what you think about it all.

please understand that.
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sixteen I cry blood. 030625
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User24
haha going a bit mental there sorry.
that's quite a talent, I can slow my heartbeat down through mental effort. (no, really, I can)

I got my blood pressure measured today, it's 107/68
Apparently that's really low.

and I used to wake up with blood all over my mouth and teeth, Linds got freaked out by it so I had to stop eating raw cats in the night. but hey, I said, I can survive without the cats, but you've gotta let me keep the ones I've bred, please, you've gotta let me keep those ones, my children, the feline army, they need me, I must go to them...
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User24 everything except the cat thing is true though. 030625
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monee i'm_an_alien 041210
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thunderbuck ram I may not be who I say I am. I may not be who you think I am. 041210
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iNsEcUrE_GoTh_GiRl .......i tell people too much about myself.
they then think i have dark secrets that i'm not telling them when i have already told them... they think that there is some fucked up abuse story in my past

i feel bad that i disappoint them
that's one of the reasons that contributed to my self-injuring and other things.

oh and by the way
i don't think like normal people
i'm quite fucked up.
if i'm not fucked up enough for you....










pass me the razor blades
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monee there is some fucked up abuse story in my past 041210
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monee i tell people too much about myself. 041210
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monee i may not be 041210
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monee and I used to wake up 041210
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monee i cry 041210
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sahba i fucked up again 041210
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monee i don't even agree with myself 041210
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monee i'm self-absorbed, 041210
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monee things that come naturally to others do not come as such to me 041210
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monee i dont think there's anything in here 041210
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monee i become one of the people 041210
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neesh i'm just a story in the telling 041210
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Doar i'm the manuscript that is never formed because i burn each page as it is finished. 041210
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