some_how
bijou somehow the sun is like a million bucks
i can't even bring myself inside
it's hot, like fifteen thousand pounds
but the light goes in my eyes
and hits some receptors
and releases some chemical
and fills me to the breaking point
and the energy is shooting out my fingers like light
these are my days and nothing can stop me

until the long winter nights and my skin hurts and my face hurts

today i woke with the sun on my face coming through the window

i want to wake up every morning smiling
i don't want to think about all that shit
broken bottles.
it will come back soon enough.
broken bottles again somehow
010730
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three words some_how we_are_everything boggles 060418
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TROUBLESUM i used my penis as a brush and colored her vagina red 060418
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