so_beautiful_i_am_speechless sabbie oh boys... november told me on the ride home 'you got a package from the boys!' and i bounced and i branked and i bounched packagefromtheboys packagefromtheboys packagefromtheboys packagefromtheboys packagefromtheboys packagefromtheboys packagefromtheboys packagefromtheboys packagefromtheboys packagefromtheboys packagefromtheboys packagefromtheboys all the way home. and i got home and there it was, sitting with pride of place on the bookshelves in the hall, lovingly made all those years ago from his old furniture. and i picked it up reventerntly. from their hands to mine [no matter who else has held it in the meantime] i went to novemembers chair, my faovirte now she has moved in and bought it with her. (funny, i used to look at it with dubious sceptisim when it was at her old house) and i opened the package, slowly drawing out the 'documents' slowly drawing out the moment.... and got ...absorbed... in the beauty. give me a mintue, i am breathing here. speeches of gratitude and planives of pleasentries pale and wither like delicate flowers in the full sunlight of my emotions. thank you is all i can think to say thank you will never be enough. oh boys, it is beautiful. 020212 ... misstree i could barely walk up to you, that first night, but i did, and i handed you an invite to the party, and i told you that you had a gypsy soul, you would enjoy it. you didn't come. i could barely look at you for a month, i would blush so hard, and when Rain finally got sick of me mooning over you and introduced us, i found out that you had been the same way. i still worship you in little ways, darling scarlet. 020212 ... ClairE Sometimes, the leaves and branches are so clear I don't care about anything else. Is that the way life should be? 020212 ... *_the missing link_* your_beauty_pierces_me 020213 ... devalis ... what_is_speechless_when_tainted with_words? 020920 what's it to you? who go blather from