smile_and_nod unhinged step_out_the_front_door_like_a_ghost cut_and_run i smile the best deception i smile 060224 ... Ouroboros inner implosions 060225 ... unhinged said_with_a_smile secret_vacillations 060301 ... Ptolemy DCLVIII My pleasant external appearance conceals inner volatility. 060301 ... LS vile courtesy. 060301 ... sirflaccid After so much time, after knowledge, after the emotion, we can't speak. It seems so tragic. I loved you. You loved me. Are we "in love?" No. We've grown. We've changed. Perhaps, we've changed for the better. Maybe, we've grown apart. All I know, is you will always impact my life. No matter what, you will have to claim to a part of who I am. Its hard feeling like your not allowed to say hello. 060329 what's it to you? who go blather from