silent_screams SuicidalAngel No shoulder to lean on I walk alone head down - silent scream my voice monotone You've decieved me My life is a lie No where to go and wondering why You dont understand What did I do? wishing I could die in this hell I'm falling into 011101 ... tripod Sounds like a dream I had. My life is like that sometimes too. Not knowing where to go and wondering why you don't know. It all just sounds like a fucked up dream. 011101 ... Subterranean Visions silent scream bury the bastard child beaten and torn sanctify lives of scorn slayer kicks ass 011101 ... Sonya Slowly she crouches down by her bedroom window and unleashes the tears that were long withheld. She stares out through the rain-covered glass at the storm. Thunder crashes loudly. Lightning strikes here and there. She watches as nature paints a beautiful picture just as he had always described and is not afraid. Soon she realizes the triviality of this and bangs her hand against the wall. 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what did you do to that little girl?! what did you do to that little girl?! what did you do to that little girl?! what did you do to that little girl?! what did you do to that little girl?! what did you do to that little girl?! what you did not know is that someone was watching. someone has always known. someone has spoken and now i know. i vow to you that my screams will be heard. 020927 ... ~gez~ are not screams loud noises? if so, how can they be silent 020928 ... hey now! oh hush 020928 ... werewolf oh hush yourself 020928 ... hey now! *screams silently* OH HUSH! 020928 ... ~gez~ hushed 020929 ... Lilac Adam's silent screams. Ive met my match, someone who can hide it as well as me. 021222 ... little bug done dirt cheap 021222 ... TalviFatin Just the split second of fear that rushes through you. Your whole body screams, but no sound can be heard. Fear is what puts the sound "asunder" Silent Screams...the ripple of your pelt, goosebumps, widening of your eyes, your breath caught in the back of your throat, lungs waiting to burst...surprise 030313 ... wingedSerpent yeah, right now i'm feeling about as sensible as a mime with laryngitis who just shot himself in the foot (now there's a mental picture i'm sure nobody ever needed) 030313 ... . kill me 030830 ... InfernalDragon If someone was always watching why not share the facts with the dissociative little girl? 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